In my life, I have so many things in my mind to do. Sometimes, I think I want to be, what other people be, I want to do, what all of them can do....I want to do everything and I want to be everyone....haha...so, complicated one....but it is who am i really is....& this goes well with my name...hasyireen...the collector (not dustbin forsure..haha).
In fact, in this age, I still finding one identity that really suit me. Only one! Oh My God, plz dun ever say that I've suffer of identity crisis...;p. Of course not. It just I really like to be everyone I like & u know what? I was triggered to write this en3 after open Wardina Safiyyah FB....
But, I dun think this is a big problem neither for me, nor everyone. Maybe, this is sumthing special bout me, that other people don't have. What I should do now is to use all my capacity that I have, to organize it nicely and start to do sumthing on what I have now...All the skills and speciality. Maybe I have my own weakness...So, don't bother bout it, let the others to fix it ! Go on with what I can do now.
What I need are just :
1- A lot of time
2- A lot of patience
3- A lot of passions
4- A lot of Dua
to support what I already have by the time now. And I believe that nothing a lot than I can do without a small piece of sacrifice of my life to gain what I should gain.
What ever it takes, I hope that I can bear everything comes in front, whether 'it' comes with soft or harsh, i'll take it..Of course with the bless and aid from Allah...
I hope my journey will be very smooth and motivating and I always can help other people, specially the very close one to me along the way...I hope what I have today and in future will make me closer to Allah the Al Mighty in whatever condition I face..InsyaAllah....
Rabbana Atina FiD Dunya Hasanah Wa Fil Akhirati Hasanah Wa Qina 'Azaban Nar....Amin....
